(When
Betrayal Becomes Denial)
Most of you
know the story of both Judas and Peter and their roles leading up to the
crucifixion of Jesus. Judas betraying him and Peter (called, the Rock), denying
fellowship and even acquaintance with him. So, tonight, I want to talk to the
Judas in us as believers, as well as, the Peter in us, as “so called” sold out
followers of Christ in this day and age. Like Peter, there may be some,
who even now, are saying; “I would never deny Christ….. I have always,
and will always stand for Him!” ..and if that is you, “praise God!”
…..However, for ME! I have noticed that in my walk with the Master, I have had
some Judas and Peter moments! And watch this! ….it was WHILE, I was walking
with Him; “so called” trusting Him, and all the while singing, “I am sold out!
My mind is made up! Let’s look at some verses, as we seek God’s help in
revealing to us any “dysfunctions” in our relationship with Him, that may find
us betraying his trust and denying our allegiance to Him. SOMEBODY SAY, LORD, IS IT I?
Verse:10-11
So, here we
find Judas “seeking” out ways to betray Jesus. Where do we find ourselves in
this passage of scripture? This scripture speaks to the compromiser! The one,
who, for the right price, will sell their allegiance to him. Self-gratification, Disobedience, and Self
Will, can find you in this verse. A range of sins, paving the road that you are
walking on with Jesus. SOMEBODY SAY, LORD IS IT I? Am I compromising with the Enemy, because of my
lack of faith and allegiance, to the Man, who called Me to follow Him?
If your trust in God’s plans are not “rooted” and anchored into WHO he really
is, you just might find yourself seeking ways to “opt out” of what he is
calling you to. Judas decided to “opt out” in the form of betrayal… while Peter
opted out for convenience sake, by way of denial. Isn’t it easy to follow
Christ, as long as we don’t have to prove our association with him? But what
happens, when he sends a test of our loyalty? In what ways have you found
yourselves “opting out” by playing footsies with the Enemy, when he presented moments
of “self-pleasure” or personal gain, as payment?
Verse: 17-20
Here, Jesus
wants us to know that he knows what we are going to do, before we even do it! Imagine
being at the SIS conference, all of us seated at a large table, having brunch
and Jesus making the announcement that, “one of you will betray me?” I can imagine that we would be looking at one another
in fear, and asking the Lord… is it I? Not necessarily because we think it is
us, but because, it is at that moment when we remember God’s ability of
“knowing the heart of man” …What a moment of reckoning, when Jesus has located
deceitful hearts! And brings it to our attention! Jesus goes on to answer, that
“it is one who
dips with me in the dish, who will betray me”. This was probably
disheartening, because what he is saying is, this! “It is one of you, who walks
with me; it’s one of you, who talks with me; It is one who teaches about me,
who sings songs of Zion, and who is even able to sit in my midst as
early as 5:30 every morning, soaking up the new mercies that I have given for
the day” ….SOMEBODY
SAY, LORD IS IT I? These verses speak to those of us who
have not totally “surrendered” our ways to God. He’s saying, I know who you
are, and I know what I have called you to, but you have still not surrendered
your ways unto me! Could you be one, who HE is serving notice on tonight?
Verse: 29-31
Okay, like
with Peter, these verses speak to our disbelief in our ability to “fail
him”. You know how we can do something,
and then have the nerve to act bewildered, at our “slip up?” Becoming overly
confident in our own abilities to live this Christian life? Always the first to
say, “I got this!” “I will never turn my back on you Lord!” not I!!… I would
never betray my God!! Well, God wants us to know that there are times when we
think we are on track, and feel that we are doing better than most, but I am
here to say that the jury is still out on that, and so we need to ask GOD to
search our hearts and minds for weaknesses and urges that may threaten our
integrity, where our walk is concerned. Because although we don’t want to be
the one! So many times we are the one, who he is referring to. SOMEBODY SAY, LORD IS IT I?
Verse: 37-38
Why is it
that we keep doing what is against what God would have us to do? He tells us
here! We live in a time, when the Enemy is going to and fro and we must be
watching and praying constantly! It is where our strength lies. If you are
unable to watch even for one hour with the Master, you may find yourself
betraying the call that is on your life, due to becoming too spiritually weak
to be effective! This speaks to those
who say, that this walk, doesn’t take all that! Oh, but it does and before it’s
over…it will! If you find yourself in this verse, you may find yourself going
back and forth in your walk, more than you care to admit.
Verse 44-45 in these verses our compromising has
now lead to our turning our back completely on Jesus in order to accomplish our
own goals and desires. We “kiss the face” of Jesus in order to temporarily do
an exchange of righteousness for a betrayal of God’s standards and plans for
our lives. Do you know of anyone who has ever wanted something and God told
them, “no”, but they bit the forbidden fruit and “settled” somewhere in between
mediocre and Lord, what have I done?? Every time we step “away” from God’s
Word, we do it, as we kiss His face, as to say, Lord, I love you, BUT! In
turning away, there was something in it for ME! Something that I have been
waiting for all of my life! That man or woman who I just can’t live without; my
habit that seems to calls me, louder than my purpose does; and that compromising
moment, that promises to relieve me of all of this waiting, allowing me to
touch right now, that which you have not manifested in my life! LORD IS IT I?
Verse 69-71:
This is how
betrayal can also lead to denial! We have gone from a place of compromising
with the Devil, to I will NEVER turn my back! To not only turning your back,
but walking away from what God expects of you, and now to a full fledge life of
disobedience, while walking “with” the Master, but not “in” HIM! So, you’re
asking, how have I denied my Lord and Savior? I’ve never denounced Him to
anyone, like Peter did! Well, Peter denied him with his mouth, but we deny him
with our lives! Confusing the World with our on again, off again religion…and
our lips that sing praises on Sunday and insults on Monday…by standing up to your faith on Tuesday, and
falling into the arms of the enemy by Wednesday! In the face of adversity, we
deny our association with Him, by associating with those things that God cannot
be a part of! LORD, IS IT I?
This is not
a study on whether or not you will fall short of the Glory of God, because I
can promise you that you will! And if my word is not proof enough, then Romans
3:23, tells us that ALL have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, so
what this study does hope to accomplish is helping us to become more aware of
our walk with the Lord and recognizing that without totally surrendering to God,
he is not able to bring us to our full potential in Him! Notice that I did not
say that he would be un-able to use us, because God definitely uses less than
perfect people, as well as, defiant ones who have at some point decided that
they will opt out of his plan, and head for Tarsus (remember Jonah?), BUT, when
God has a plan for your life, he will pursue you and then equip you right
through to your purpose. (It’s the equipping that gets hard!) but is necessary,
in order to bring you to that “now faith” and that steadfast, unmovable ability
to walk “in Him”, no matter what the situation or circumstance; and regardless
to Satan’s offers to help you to live a compromising life! Let this mind be in
YOU that was also in Christ Jesus; a life of integrity and not one that seeks
to betray him with a subtle “kiss” of defiance.
In wrapping this study up, if this is
you; and you have found yourself walking with Jesus, but not “in” Him; there is
forgiveness at this moment! God knows that you are not perfect, but is calling
you to a new place in Him! Peter was not perfect, but
once he surrendered his shortcomings to God, God went on to exalt Peter
to walking in his purpose as “the rock”. He became unmovable, and unshakeable to
those things that could threaten his allegiance to the God that he served. The
God that you serve is a perfect God and through Him, He will begin to raise your
standards as he did with Peter! Your destiny in Him begins the moment that you
realize and confess to Him, that YES, LORD, IT IS I
!!!!!! Praise God!
Prayer for Today:
Lord God of our Salvation and our hope! We
know that your Word will not return unto you void. It is because you are
calling us to higher standards in you! We too have “kissed” your face in an effort
to mask our true intentions. We want to admit to you that there are things,
people, situations, and circumstances that have caused us to be bribed by Satan
to accept ways of escape of the things that you are calling us to; maybe
because of doubt, maybe because of fear, and maybe because we have not realized
exactly who we are in you. We seek
restoration at the foot of the cross, knowing that every sin known to man was
crucified there. Renew our hope and our trust in your plans for our lives and
help us to walk, not only with you, but “in” you. In Jesus’ mighty name. Amen!